Today I finally cancelled hospice. I've been praying about it for the last 2 weeks. I'm not dying, and Hospice can't really help me anyways. All they want to do is give drugs, which I won't take. They check my vitals, but that's something I can do myself. So why do I need hospice?
It was wonderful to make that decision, because that's a big weight lifted for me. There's such a heaviness about those nurses - a spirit of death - because they deal with nothing but death all the time. I'm not saying they are bad people, most dying people need what they have to offer because they believe in the medical system. And they are very sweet ladies. But they can't really do anything for true Christians, those that believe in God for healing and won't take the drugs. Dying Christians simply need their close family and other believers to support them in the end.
Anyways, now I'm just waiting for the home health company to come get all their equipment, like the oxygen tanks and the wheelchair. That stuff will likely be gone by tomorrow.
For me, this was yet another step in the healing process. Thank you Jesus!
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Updates
Since last month, I've been trying to get a second PET scan set up, so that I can just see what's going on in my body. Unfortunately, I ran into some tangles with my medicaid insurance, so I've decided to drop it for now.
About 2 weeks ago I went through some pretty heavy and intense deliverance. You see, I still had fear, doubt, and unbelief in my heart; therefore, I couldn't receive healing. Now that those things have been casted out, I can believe and receive from a pure heart. Ever since the deliverance, I can feel the Lord working in my body, getting that nasty cancer out of me. I feel stronger in the spirit, and my body is really working on that healing process.
Praise the Lord God for His mercy on me!
About 2 weeks ago I went through some pretty heavy and intense deliverance. You see, I still had fear, doubt, and unbelief in my heart; therefore, I couldn't receive healing. Now that those things have been casted out, I can believe and receive from a pure heart. Ever since the deliverance, I can feel the Lord working in my body, getting that nasty cancer out of me. I feel stronger in the spirit, and my body is really working on that healing process.
Praise the Lord God for His mercy on me!
Friday, January 2, 2015
Distractions
The other day I was reading in the Gospel of Luke, and one of the parables really jumped out at me. I want to share what the Lord showed me.
Luke 14:16-24:
16 Then said he unto him, A certain man made a great supper, and bade many:
17 And sent his servant at supper time to say to them that were bidden, Come; for all things are now ready.
18 And they all with one consent began to make excuse. The first said unto him, I have bought a piece of ground, and I must needs go and see it: I pray thee have me excused.
19 And another said, I have bought five yoke of oxen, and I go to prove them: I pray thee have me excused.
20 And another said, I have married a wife, and therefore I cannot come.
21 So that servant came, and shewed his lord these things. Then the master of the house being angry said to his servant, Go out quickly into the streets and lanes of the city, and bring in hither the poor, and the maimed, and the halt, and the blind.
22 And the servant said, Lord, it is done as thou hast commanded, and yet there is room.
23 And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled.
24 For I say unto you, That none of those men which were bidden shall taste of my supper.
If we are not careful, life can get in the way of our salvation. We get so busy with our families, our jobs, our friends, our hobbies, our worries, that we forget to serve Christ. The people in the parable above were so consumed in their lives, that they rejected the invitation of Christ. Because of this, they will not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
Take care that you not be consumed with the things of this life, which are passing, fleeting. Salvation is eternal, and so is damnation. Watch your priorities, don't get distracted, and make sure the Heavenly Father is first in your life. Spend time with Him, read His word, obey His will. This life is but a vapor, it will soon vanish. Don't waste it on senseless pleasure, but rather in holy fear, knowing that God is faithful and will do everything He said He would do.
Luke 14:16-24:
16 Then said he unto him, A certain man made a great supper, and bade many:
17 And sent his servant at supper time to say to them that were bidden, Come; for all things are now ready.
18 And they all with one consent began to make excuse. The first said unto him, I have bought a piece of ground, and I must needs go and see it: I pray thee have me excused.
19 And another said, I have bought five yoke of oxen, and I go to prove them: I pray thee have me excused.
20 And another said, I have married a wife, and therefore I cannot come.
21 So that servant came, and shewed his lord these things. Then the master of the house being angry said to his servant, Go out quickly into the streets and lanes of the city, and bring in hither the poor, and the maimed, and the halt, and the blind.
22 And the servant said, Lord, it is done as thou hast commanded, and yet there is room.
23 And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled.
24 For I say unto you, That none of those men which were bidden shall taste of my supper.
If we are not careful, life can get in the way of our salvation. We get so busy with our families, our jobs, our friends, our hobbies, our worries, that we forget to serve Christ. The people in the parable above were so consumed in their lives, that they rejected the invitation of Christ. Because of this, they will not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
Take care that you not be consumed with the things of this life, which are passing, fleeting. Salvation is eternal, and so is damnation. Watch your priorities, don't get distracted, and make sure the Heavenly Father is first in your life. Spend time with Him, read His word, obey His will. This life is but a vapor, it will soon vanish. Don't waste it on senseless pleasure, but rather in holy fear, knowing that God is faithful and will do everything He said He would do.
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