Denied

Well, last week the battle with Medicaid was completed. They will not cover me for June, due to my income having been above their threshold during that month.

At first, I was upset. I got hit. But I cried out to the Lord to help me, and there came the peace, just as He promised.

"Ask, and you shall receive. Seek & you shall find. Knock, and it will be open to you." That's what that scripture is talking about. Not material things. When we ask for His will in His name, it will be given. His will is love, mercy, peace, kindness, gentleness, patience, self-control, repentance & forgiveness, holiness, deliverance.

Who cares about unpaid medical bills? Yes, they must be paid. I will do what I must to take care of that debt. I hate debt. Debt is a plague. The Lord said to owe no man anything, except love. Proverbs said the borrower is a slave to the lender.

Well, I am tired of being a slave. I am tired of working all the time just to make ends meet. Enough is enough! I'm sick of just surviving. I want to LIVE! I want to give myself to the work of the Lord.

So, Lord, what is my next move? What would YOU have me to do?